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Well Durst ended earlier today in a guilty verdict. I was sure hoping the jurors weren't going to like the prosecutor Lewin, because I definitely didn't. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=miapKixNPs4

I had Botox yesterday. I still have some neck soreness! Otherwise I'm OK. Botox is painful though.

Some guy came up and knocked on my door. I was asleep. He said I have your DoorDash. I was like but I didn't order DoorDash. I did earlier like around 3:30, but a lady delivered it. It was a Safeway order, and she had to keep calling me because they were out of a couple things I wanted. I didn't take it. I think it was someone else in the complex's.

My Miniflux instance is really, really broken right now. I suppose the problem is too many items. Last weekend was realy bad, or I would've spent the whole weekend taking care of feeds.

Well the defence closing arguments in Durst took a little bit of Thursday and most of today. They were long but worth it. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yFjOmRCdisg https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ro7i_FGqBK8 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-RtrYIOy8k

This captures all my thoughts. I could say the world changed for the worse yesterday, and it definitely did, but he says it a whole lot better than I could. https://edwardsnowden.substack.com/p/9-12

The quality isn't so great on this, and it isn't 100% complete, but here it is.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fv3_hD-U4b8

I'm about to undertake a tradition I've had for about 4-5 years now. Every year I watch the full 9/11 commemoration ceremony. Originally I was just curious to see what they were like, but now it has become a tradition.

I had my housing authority inspection about an hour ago. Everything was fine. I passed. They come with Centry21. I told him what happened with My ISp. When they installed my fiber, they cut the cable line. Spectrum had to run a new one last weekend.

Well that was probably one of the more challenging things I've done recently. I was taking session notes for my caregiver while having to listen to everyone who joined and left the meeting every 2-3 seconds. It was a big meeting there were a lot of people. Not only that, but my headset decided to act stupid and loos audio in the middle, I had to unplug it and plug my external audio device back in.

Unfortunately today I have to attend a virtual training session for our state's electronic visit verification system. That's the system that makes sure caregivers are there on time and leaving on time, and you're not saying something else. It's ridiculous and I don't support this kind of thing at all!!

Answering today's questions.

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The blank questions are here:

[[https://bloggingquestions.net/2021/09/05/questions-for-the-weekend/]

I didn't get to posting these yesterday because my Spectrum installer was 3 hours late. I was going to do that after he left, but he didn't get here until around 6, and didn't leave until 8.
  1. Do you have any plans for the long Labor Day weekend? If so, what are they? No plans here, that I know of.
  2. What is the usual summer high temperature where you live? that all depends here. On an average day it can get up into the 80's. If we're having a heatwave, it goes way higher. We've had a lot of those lately.
  3. Do you like going to the dentist? If Nitrous is involved yeah I definitely do. I don't mind cleanings, but anything else is definitely not fun. I can't stand the taste of the numbing stuff, and the fact that it doesn't wear off for hours and hours afterwards. It's best that I just not be able to feel the shot in the first place.
  4. What was the last beverage you spilled on yourself? I'm sure it was water. I drink a whole lot of that, and I tend to drink it while I'm in a supine position.
  5. How do you order your coffee? I take my coffee black. However if I stay up late for Readathon or during CCC, I'll make a straight Mocha using chocolate kisses. I don't like all the froth and cream the coffee shops use though, just the chocolate and coffee.

Lol Spectrum just called to tell me that the installer is running behind. Yeah... it's already 3:40!! They were supposed to be here between 3 and 4, and usually they get here on time.

I have a spectrum installer coming today. After what happened last week, and now my ISP wanting to charge me $203 I think I'll switch back to what I had before.

Answers to today's questions

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  1. What is the first thing you think of when you wake up? It's usually do I have a headache? I usually also think something like wow, I need water quickly!
  2. Do you like your name? I do not like my given, legal name. Hint: it isn't Hope. Since I don't like it, I never use it anywhere.
  3. What was your favorite thing about summer when you were a kid? Well not having to go to school of course. The other thing was that my parents had a pool, and swimming was probably my second favorite thing besides being off school! Oh and camping trips were fun too.
  4. What one word do you overuse? I use the word "epic" a lot!! Probably too much lol.

OK, here's my first attempt at posting questions here. https://bloggingquestions.net/2021/09/02/here-are-some-questions/

I'm not sure if being slightly under the influence makes Judge Windham's jury instructions hilarious, or if it's the fact that he reads instructions like a grandpa telling stories to his grandson.

I've been waiting for this for months!!! Judge Windham is reading jury instructions in the Durst case. He doesn't sound like he's reading jury instructions, I think he has them memorized. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=t5W2dV23V3c

I highly recommend this newsletter! Unfortunately it's only monthly!! However the archives go back to 2004 or so. http://www.don-guitar.com/ Here's the current one. http://www.don-guitar.com/currentissue.html

I went over to my parent's house on Sunday. We ordered Chinese food, and they gave me zucchini bread. they gave me a lot of the chinese leftovers. I don't think mom and dad like the same chinese restaurant I like.

My internet randomly died on Thursday. The fiber line broke. this is the second time I've had problems in 3 months. I'm gettin a backup connection. thankfully I qualify for emergency broadband benefits, so it will cover it all for a while.

Wow why didn't i delete Facebook 3 years ago? Someone pinch me!! I can't do anything on there anymore.

Well today's my birthday. I have no idea if I'm doing anything today. Usually my family either takes me out to dinner, or I go over there for dinner. This might not happen until this weeknd, though.

I first came across this case in 2020 when we were all on lockdown. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wW5GWdm0oNw This is the case that made me play this after questionable or disagreed cases. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u9Dg-g7t2l4

100 things I've done blog meme.

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https://www.jeremycherfas.net/blog/breathing-life-into-a-blog-meme-maybe Well if others want to participate I'll let them. Here's some blog challenge prompts for Steve Sawczyn from https://www.steves.life/ I think I'm following him on MB but I can't remember. This is my rendition of this meme. I'm still completely inept at markdown, and this was supposed to be a bold the things you've done type thing. Therefore I decided to forego the markdown altogether.

  1. Started your own blog. Yeah many, also abbandoned them.
  2. Slept under the stars. Yes.
  3. Played in a band. Yes
  4. Visited Hawaii. Yes, April, 1995, June, 2003.
  5. Watched a meteor shower. No n/a I'm blind. As a singer once sang, I was born this way.
  6. Given more than you can afford to charity. I can't afford much so no. I've definitely given in the past though.
  7. Been to Disneyland. Yes 2010.
  8. Climbed a mountain. No.
  9. Held a praying mantis. No
  10. Sang a solo. Yes
  11. Bungee jumped. Yes, September, 2008.
  12. Visited Paris. No
  13. Watched a lightning storm at sea. N/a
  14. Taught yourself an art from scratch. Does blogging count? Otherwise no.
  15. Adopted a child. No
  16. Had food poisoning. I've come close but no.
  17. Walked to the top of the Statue of Liberty. No, Empire State building though, when I was in NYC in 2006.
  18. Grown your own vegetables. no
  19. Seen the Mona Lisa in France. N/a
  20. Slept on an overnight train. No
  21. Had a pillow fight. Yes
  22. Hitch hiked. No
  23. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill. No
  24. Built a snow fort. Not that I remember.
  25. Held a lamb. No
  26. Gone skinny dipping. When I was a kid in my parent's pool, sure.
  27. Run a Marathon. No
  28. Ridden in a gondola in Venice. No
  29. Seen a total eclipse. Not on this side of eternity.
  30. Watched a sunrise or sunset. Do the Patriot act section 215 and FISA 702 sunsets count? If you think not then probably not.
  31. Hit a home run. No
  32. Been on a cruise. No it's on my bucket list.
  33. Seen Niagara Falls in person. n/a.
  34. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors. No
  35. Seen an Amish community. Well no, but I haven't been around one either.
  36. Taught yourself a new language. No
  37. Had enough money to be truly satisfied. Let's just say I haven't had enough money to not have to worry about it and leave things there.
  38. Seen the Leaning Tower of Pisa in person. N/a
  39. Gone rock climbing. Climbed a rock wall, sure.
  40. Seen Michelangelo's David. N/a
  41. Sung karaoke. Yes
  42. Seen Old Faithful geyser erupt. I haven't been inside yellowstone.
  43. Bought a stranger a meal at a restaurant. No
  44. Visited Africa. No
  45. Walked on a beach by moonlight. Uh... I don't know.
  46. Been transported in an ambulance. Yes January, 2018.
  47. Had your portrait painted. No
  48. Gone deep sea fishing. No
  49. Seen the Sistine Chapel in person. N/a and no I haven't been anywhere near Europe or out of the US.
  50. Been to the top of the Eiffel Tower in Paris. No
  51. Gone scuba diving or snorkeling. Snorkeling in Hawaii, June, 2003. My mom was being stupid and wouldn't let me go scuba diving, no it wasn't for safety reasons. She was actually being ablist. I don't say that lightly. In fact that's the first time I've ever used that word, besides political conversations.
  52. Kissed in the rain. No
  53. Played in the mud. Sure I still do that lol.
  54. Gone to a drive-in theater. Yeah when I was a kid.
  55. Been in a movie. No
  56. Visited the Great Wall of China. No
  57. Started a business. A friend of mine and I started one, ended it too.
  58. Taken a martial arts class. No, but that would be fun.
  59. Visited Russia. No
  60. Served at a soup kitchen. No,it's something I'd like to do, but I'm not sure if I could carry all that stuff.
  61. Sold Girl Scout Cookies. Yeah I was a girl scout when I was little.
  62. Gone whale watching. Thankfully I was in Hawaii at the time of parasailing season, I got to do that instead, so no.
  63. Got flowers for no reason. NO
  64. Donated blood, platelets or plasma. I'm not sure if I'm able to. I take a lot of meds.
  65. Gone sky diving. Yes, August, 2000for my 17th birthday. August 2004, for my 21st birthday. Skydiving at 17 is illegal. My mom lied about my age, and didn't tell me until the day before we were going to go on the trip to go there, it was out of town. Of course, I didn't stop her.
  66. Visited a Nazi Concentration Camp. No
  67. Bounced a check. Not that I'm aware of. I've come close recently.
  68. Flown in a helicopter. No, that's another bucket list item.
  69. Saved a favorite childhood toy. No
  70. Visited the Lincoln Memorial. Yes I was like 7 or 8 though. We made a quick trip through DC on our drive from Tennessee to Maine.
  71. Eaten Caviar. No, that actually sounds disgusting.
  72. Pieced a quilt. My grandma is good at that stuff, not me.
  73. Stood in Times Square. Yes, June, 2006.
  74. Toured the Everglades. No
  75. Been fired from a job. No
  76. Seen the Changing of the Guards in London. n/a
  77. Broken a bone. Not that I'm aware of.
  78. Been on a speeding motorcycle. My dad had one when I was really little. Mom was way too freaked out about it. Yeah I had a ride on it, that was fun!! I've also been on dirt bikes and fourwheelers recently..
  79. Seen the Grand Canyon in person. Well I've been to vegas, but we didn't end up going there.
  80. Published a book. No
  81. Visited the Vatican. No
  82. Bought a brand new car. Insert stupid stereotype about blind people not buying cars here. Although I definitely could never afford one, so no.
  83. Walked in Jerusalem. No
  84. Had your picture in the newspaper. Yes I might be able to find that article but it would deanonymize me. It was put out on the AP wires and I had national interview requests after that.
  85. Read the entire Bible. Yeah, at least 3 times.
  86. Visited the White House. I've never taken a tour, no.
  87. Killed and prepared an animal for eating. If I said I had some involvement clubbing some fish would I be charged?
  88. Had chickenpox. Yes
  89. Saved someone’s life. No
  90. Sat on a jury. Here's a story. I've always wanted to do this. I follow legal cases on Youtube daily. I finally received a summons in 2017, and was ready to comply with it, but had to bow out because of transportation.
  91. Met someone famous. I'm sure I've come close, but not personally.
  92. Joined a book club. Not in person.
  93. Lost a loved one. Yes Maternal grandpa, 3/9/2005.
  94. Had a baby. Not as of yet. I'm 38 so this is probably not happening.
  95. Seen the Alamo in person. Well I've been to an airport in Texas, but not actually stayed in the state long enough to go anywhere so no.
  96. Swam in the Great Salt Lake. No
  97. Been involved in a law suit. I've come close once. That was over a friend of mine and former caregiver leaving the private agency she worked with to get certified to the state registry. Agencies make employees sign noncompetes in their contracts when they first start.
  98. Owned a cell phone. Well I'm on my fifth one now so yeah.
  99. Been stung by a bee. Yeah 3 or 4 times, no not all at once.
  100. Read an entire book in one day. Yes, more than one actually. https://24hourreadathon.com

Someone please make an extension for Chrome and Firefox that only blocks embedded tweets, without adding custom filters to uBlock origin. I was fine until I had to hit the apply changes button. I couldn't find it anywhere, needless to say, it wasn't labeled. Oddly enough, my filters block everything from Facebook, I think.

Twitter embedded tweets are the armpit of the internet. People should stop using them for actual news articles. If you want to embed your latest tweet somewhere, fine. If you're doing research for a blog post, and come across a cool tweet, and you want to use it that's fine too. I just tested like 3 options for blocking them. None worked until I installed Ghostery. I'm now running that on top of uBlock Origin.

I sent someone on a mailing list a link to the motherload of live and past legal cases. If anyone wants to follow along, here ya go. https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCz8K1occVvDTYDfFo7N5EZw They also have 2 others.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCVXOqoOCYbi-iXChKAl6DTQ
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCXCLaaClAWQiTkl3pw9ZdLw

I was on my way to church this morning, coffee in hand. I borrowed a cup from a friend after my sleep study last week. I was bringing it back to him. I was thinking OK I better not spill this or I'll have coffee all over me. Well I got down my 3 flights OK. I however fell down the first step down to the street after the stairs, and twisted my ankle. Since I could barely walk and had an extremly hard time climbing the stairs at that point, no church for me.

At one point, Judge and Durst's defence attorney got into a bit of a thing. No not really an argument. It kind of involved Lewin, the prosecutor. he was objecting, and the defence lawyer wasn't sure if defendant/witness answered his question. Lawyer said I try to pause after I ask a question. Durst is extremely hard of hearing so has to use a transcript. He was telling his client to watch him when he pauses. defendant said, "I'll just look at Lewin." Lol that was hilarious!! Everyone laughed, including Lewin.

Watching testimony in this case. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Durst

Well I could've applied for a public credential at Julian 's preliminary appeal hearing tonight, that's if I didn't sleep through most of yesterday. Unfortunately I did, so my application would be untimely. I'll definitely do this next time. Although I can't attend in person.

I had a sleep study last night. I definitely felt like I didn't sleep all that well. I actually felt like I didn't sleep at all. Either I was able to trick the EEG into thinking I was sleeping, or I actually was.

Closing ceremonies are tonight. The worst thing about that is it's the end!! I guess the good thing about that, is thus ends my Twitter blackout.

Well, the kids at church went to camp last week. Apparently the teachers caught the Covid, either that or they're just exhausted from rounding up all the kids. Therefore, we aren't having church today.

I'm definitely not a fan of these kind of posts.

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These posts, like this one.

[https://mattmower.com/2021/08/02/what-we-lost/]

It called for a response, so here was mine.

I completely disagree. Maybe what you built back then wouldn't be possible, but RSS feeds for topics and tags are still prevalent today. RSS is stil around, it never "died," because it wasn't a living thing in the first place.
I suppose you could say it became less relevant, however, there are a decent amount of people who still use it, including me. There are also an ever-growing amount of people who are deciding they're tired of social media platforms, citing multiple reasons.

No, we haven't lost RSS, it's still here. There are people still using it.

Well, it definitely wasn't in my plan to spend 6 days without my fiber internet. I finally got it back today, yay!!!

https://astroaccess.org/ This is a 0G parabolic flight for disabled people. I've always wanted to go on one. I'm going to apply and pray I'm accepted. However, I have to pay for all travel. I can't do such thing. I highly doubt my parent's would be so nice to help me achieve a lifelong dream.

The events of this morning.

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My opening ceremony had a playback error at some point during the parade of nations. It was definitely before the US came into the stadium. I do know that having a nearly empty stadium is epic for acoustics!! You can hear everything!!

I fell asleep after that, and didn't wake up until around 11:30. My dad called to ask if I was going to my littler niece's birthday party. She's turning 1 tomorrow. I thought it might be today. However no one told me when it actually was, or what time it was. They just expected me to find the event invitation on Facebook.
I really don't use Facebook anymore. I can't stand it. The fact that no one bothered to text, call, or email me, and tell me that her party was today is flippin annoying!!!

Uh... Hulu failed to charge my card so I just found a replay of the opening ceremony on Peacock. Yeah it's 3 something in the morning lol. I dreamt I missed it a couple weeks ago. I haven't missed one since 1992. Both Summer and Winter that year.

Well I'm awake. I wanted to watch the opening ceremony at the correct time. However, it isn't on Hulu live or Peacock, and it isn't being live streamed with commentary on Youtube. Guess I'll have to wait blah.

Thus begins my Twitter blackout. I always take one during the Olympics. I can't guarantee that hashtag filters will actually work. Right now, I'm using a client that doesn't actually have those, so they aren't an option.

The Olympics officially start tomorrow, but there's always competition going on before the opening ceremony starts. Thanks to Hulu live, I'll be able to watch everything like I did in 2018.

They're playing a movie during the case I'm following, and I now feel like I'm on an induced trip. I've never seen a movie being played in a courtroom before. Sure in a theater, but that was pre-Covid.

I just ordered Subway from Dorrdash. When the driver got up the stairs to my apartment, he stood there for like 10 seconds. I had to tell him, "hand it to me please." He really didn't know what to do lol.

Sorry for the crappy formatting on that post. i really suck at markdown, but I hate rich text editors. I wish Known had a plaintext editor.

Sleep study.

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I have a sleep study coming up next month. My primary care doctor wanted to order one, because I do have trouble sleeping. Although it could be Non 24 hour sleep wake disorder, she also might think it could be sleep apnea. [https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Non-24-hour_sleep%E2%80%93wake_disorder] The only way to test for non 24, is to do a 24 hour time isolated surveiled test. In other words, put me in a room, take away my phone, and computer. Uh... no thanks!! I found this link, which explains way more about non 24 that I ever needed to know lol. [https://rarediseases.org/rare-diseases/non-24-hour-sleep-wake-disorder/] I can actually play with my sleep schedules. For instance the Olympics are coming up, and I'm a huge fan. Coincidentally, I have the test the day after the closing ceremony. Since they're in Japan this time, I'm sure I'll be staying up late watching events, and sleeping between the daytime and primetime broadcasts, but let's not forget about latenight. I tend to stay up all night on purpose most of the time. I'll get wrapped up in the case I'm watching, or the research I'm doing, because I want to keep doing that, even though I know it's 3 AM and I need to go to bed lol. This has roots from when I first had access to the internet. My sister would want to talk on the phone all! flippin! day! and we had dial-up. I'd stay up into the early morning hours reading blogs, this was back in 2003, because she'd be in bed and wouldn't be on the phone. This can also happen because of the extremely painful headaches I get. I'll wake up in the middle of the night, and not be able to get back to sleep, or I'll go to bed and not sleep, because of the headache.

I'm sure micro.blog has gone down before, but I don't think I've ever seen it. I went to go there, and it was down, blah!!

Woopsy.

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Somehow the text plugin got disabled. No, I don't know what I did. OK that's fixed now. Lol Known isn't really that hard to use, I must be dense.

Also, I seem to have lost my ability to make a post with a title. Something weird has happened.

I'm looking for epic linkblogs. Yeah I know about the obvious ones. Epic= ones that don't just post the latest news, they actually post stuff that's off the mainstream internet, stuff you don't see each day.

Just downloaded Windows 10 21h1. It took about a minute at the most. Lol the joys of fiber!

Well I just ordered cookies from Doordash, I hope they'll be epic. We have one of these here in our area, now. https://crumblcookies.com/

I guess my Pastor wanted to take today off. We didn't have church today, which is strange. OK interesting question that someone brought up on Twitter. Is it weird that you can't tweet from an RSS reader? I mean, someone said they don't use RSS for this reason.

Just completed a podcast with a friend. It's going to be out the first of next month. I'll post the link when I get it. Man I was nervous. I've never been a guest on a podcast before.

OK question, does Known support enclosures for podcasts? I might just set mine up on a Known instance, instead of paying extra for Pinecast. They do have a free plan, but it's extremely limiting.

I slept all flippin day yesterday. Wow I've never done that before.

Watching Olympic trials most of today. I also signed up for Peacock, and I can't decide to keep both that and Hulu live, or just Peacock.

I'm trying to find a little clip in the OJ case. It was about DNA. Lawyer asks witness, "Does DNA fly?" Witness says "no, it doesn't have wings." I laughed so hard when I hadn't even turned 12 yet. The lawyer also asked the witness if DNA comes alive at night. I believe it was around the end of May of 95.

I'm following a case in which the 79 year old defendant has a catheter bag. The producer tweeted that it was full earlier. Um... if I were sitting in a courtroom with a catheter bag, I wouldn't want her telling the world that it was full.

I think I'm done with . I skipped too many. I'm going to think about doing a podcast every couple weeks. I just have to decide whether I pay $10 a month for Pinecast, or try and upload it here, even though I don't think Known supports enclosures.

All of a sudden, my Twitter client decided to deauthorize both of my accounts when I started it up. I reauthorized one of them, but it wouldn't let me add the other one, which is what I'm using for . I restarted, and added the other account, but for some reason, it won't let me add back the second one. I tried to download a second client, but got a Python error that prevented it from running.

Lol I just punked someone big time!! Someone called and asked if this was me, by my legal name. I said um... sure!!! They hung up lol.

It's supposed to be like 97 here. I just ordered 3 slurpees, a bunch of jerky from Safeway, and taquitos from Seven-Eleven.

I had lots of fun at our church picnic today!!

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Unfortunately I had to manage my DI while I was there. However I had some kids shoot me with water guns, so that was fun. I also had my community group leader pour ice cold water on my head, that was cold. I've never taken the ice bucket challenge before, I wanted them to pour this big thing of ice on me, so that I can say I did. I'm sure it would've felt epically cold for a while, then just epic. It was extremely hot today!! [https://www.mayoclinic.org/diseases-conditions/diabetes-insipidus/symptoms-causes/syc-20351269]

I've been up for about an hour now. I have a church picnic later today. We'll have our service first, then the picnic.

The meeting last night was epic!! I was really tired when I got home. I did have to transfer some recordings from my phone for , and that took a while. Unfortunately the share to Dropbox thing on the iPhone didn't want to work for some reason.

I have a community group meeting tonight. We're meeting once a month because of Summer. I'm not sure what other groups at my church are doing. I suppose I'll ask when I get there. I'm going to try to record something for .

OK question, can you use hashtags in a known blog post, like you can in a status update?

Working with CloudBlast on accessibility.

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Accept I'm not an accessibility expert!! I know what works for me, and that's about it. Web standards stil elude me, and that's a good thing. Mostly because I think perfect compliance all the time is impossible. I'm sure I've had pages that would never validate, because a tester found an error or 2 or 3. However, that doesn't mean I can't navigate those pages, or they didn't work for me.

Well I'm up early. It's almost 5 AM here. Unfortunately I did wake up with a headache, but the narrotriptan I took seems to have taken most of it away.

Building a lifestream with iFTTT.

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I'm setting up an IFTTT lifestream for hopeslife.blog. I've always wanted to do this. I tried looking at WP RSS importer plugins, but they all require cron to post automatically, and I'm not sure if CloudBlast is ready for that as of yet. The other plugins I was looking at were social stream plugins. However, they all want to show the feed on a widget somewhere, and not import it into a blog post.

I had Botox this morning. I even recorded it for the challenge I'm participating in. https://anchor.fm/hope657/episodes/Audiomo-day-17-Botox-e12v3pq

OK question, how do I syndicate to WP? I found the plugin and enabled it, but where are the settings for it?

Well let's take this thing for a test, shall we? I've always wanted to use Known, and here I am. Thanks to cloudblast.network for setting this up for me!!